Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Ready to give up

I have been trying and trying to make my 2nd marriage work, but I dont see it happening unless something major happens to bring it back. We live in the same house, but dont do anything together. I get snapped at all the time, not talked to. I dont even know why I am here anymore. Maybe there must be some love some where deep inside. I am just sick of being treated like I dont exsist, or dont matter. This is not what married life is supposed to be like. I need to try something different. Any suggestions........................CHOW

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Settling in!

Well we are moved in now and starting to get used to being at someone elses house, I guess. You kind of feel like you are a long term visitor. Not sure what to do with yourself. I have found out that I packed some things that I needed, but its too late now. I have to make the best of things. I put a temporary fence up in the back yard so that Buddy doesnt keep going on the neighbours property to visit their dog. I smashed my thumb hammering in the poles. I will probably loose the end of my nail. Applied for 3 more jobs today. I hope I get the one, it is down the street and around the corner from us. I could walk to work. Hours are from 7-3 Monday to Friday. Nice hours huh. They need someone right away, and that suits me just fine.............Well I think that is it for today..............CHOW