Its the Time of year!

My last post was an unusual one. I was feeling very lost, alone and confused, as well as having panic attacks. I had decided to move out of the house, as I could not take it anymore. Well after hours and hours of talking and working out some things i think we will try and see what will happen. We are both going to work on it. I hope it works! I wasnt looking forward to living on my own, but I have done it before and could do it again. Only time will tell. I miss my kids! (although they arent kids anymore) I wish they didnt live so far away or I didnt live so far away. My grand son is getting so big.
Look at the snow. Isnt it beautiful? Very calm and relaxing.